Cassi's Diary Room: Week One

[Cassi Colvin]

Hey everyone!

I'm really excited to start playing this game! It looks very fun and organized and I'm glad I got in!

So I walk into the Big Brother house and see 12 other strangers, some of them I haven't seen yet, and some/most I haven't talked to yet (They weren't on AIM to talk).

Last night while I was putting away my bags in my room, under my bed, Parker, one of my room mates came up to me and started talking. We just started general chit chat about how we're excited to play the game, yadda yadda yadda, and he seems like a nice guy. Definitely someone I think I can work with, but also someone I think I am going to have to keep an eye on just because I think he has that little flirty personality in him and those people do like to get around a little. Also think he's not the type to be controlled THAT easily, but I am going to slowly chip away so he ends up doing some of my work for me in this game. I think it got off to a good start, we just talked general stuff, some not even game related and I think if I keep working him over, I might have him on my side for the foreseeable future. He said there's only two beds in his room with him and Dick so I'm going to have to pick who to sleep with..... ... Soooooo not happening. I told him if he's a gentlemen he can sleep on the floor. Nobody gets in my bed like that, nobody! Which is why I'd like to win as much HOH comps as I can, so I can sleep in a room by myself and not worry about silly pranks or Dick banging pots and pans, although Parker said he hid them, it's Dick, you can never tell with him.

I also had the chance to talk a little bit with Dominic yesterday and he was nice as well (But then again, everyone "seems" nice in the beginning because they don't want to show their true colors, fuck up, and get targeted, so I'm not putting too much weight into anyone until later in the game) We just had some generic chit chat about life, school and such but I am definitely going to have to talk to him more to see if I can get an accurate read on him.

The last person I was able to talk with was Lori. We didn't talk as much but I think we can definitely establish something here if we talk more often/on a daily schedule. She seems nice enough, but she might also end up being the type of girl that hides her true self until later so then again, she might become my enemy as well.

It's hard to tell this early in the game since everyone is just trying to be nice and all so you can never truly tell how they are going to be as allies in the long term. Only thing I can do right now is try and socialize with people and get on their good side and take it from there. Wish me luck!

Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, Dustin's "hacked" AIM messaged me as well, but it was weird, he talked about the game and if I got into one of the bedrooms or not and when I said I did not pick yet (because I had no access) he was like that's weird and just that. We probably talked for about 2 minutes tops and he signed off. Then I notice Dustin's thread about it being hacked. Weird, huh? Why would someone hack an AIM and talk about a game that person was in, kind of stupid in my opinion.

Anyways, that's it for now I guess. Can't wait to see what the HOH is about and wiggle my way into some kind of safety spot in this game so I can be safe for a while!

I'll post some songs I listen to from time to time to share my musical interest with you all!

Right now, I love this song!



And yes, I like to dance in the dark so nobody see's me And I will say Dev has looked prettier in her other video's, not so much this one. She looks a little anorexic

[Cassi Colvin]

Or maybe it's all that goth type make up she has on and the weirdness of the music video I guess. But this song is soooo catchy!

[Chenbot]

Hi, welcome and I like that song.

[Cassi Colvin]

Where did the other thread go?

[Chenbot]

You filled it out so it's no longer needed here.

[Cassi Colvin]

So the HOH has been posted and I was kind of hoping it would be something we could actually compete in, nothing like this though. By that I mean somewhat luck/based on how social you've been/how many deals you can make.

So, it's something I don't really want to win because then people will think I'm a social butterfly who will cut deals left and right. So my best move at this point is to give my money to someone who won't put me up if they win and hope they win. If not, well, lets just say I hope I don't get put up in that case because that would suck! I guess I should start pm'ing some of the other house guests because they don't seem to be getting onto AIM anytime soon.

So anyways, I was talking with Lori, and told her I'd give her all my money if she wants, and she said she would like to win HOH and she would definitely keep me safe. Then she said if I want her money in return in no. Well, I would have liked the favor returned but her asking me that the way she did let me know that she has other things going on. Well, at this point I really have no other option then to go with her because Parker does not want to win either, target on us earlier in the game is never good. So I told her (not to sound like a total bitch) that if she has pre-existing arrangements for her money, she does not have to give me hers and that I will understand. But that also tells me I may need to keep her under surveillance more strictly because she is going to probably cut deals left and right now, and later in the game. So I am on high alert.

She did tell me something interesting... that Evel Dick wants all the BB13 people out. I was just like what? She told me to keep it a secret and I will and I asked her how she found out. She never told me. Just told me I need to keep it between us. Yeah, I get that Lori, but some answers would be nice. The less answers I get the more I distrust you girl. Gosh.

Hopefully she explains herself later, otherwise, I won't be able to trust her as much. Parker, I am beginning to trust a little bit more because he seems like a nice guy, but then again, I still have to watch out for him and everyone. I am here to play for myself, not them.

With that being said.... Lori is back and I am going to ask her how she found out Dick's intentions.

... well, she said it wasn't Dick who told him. Gosh, I am really going to have to keep this girl close to me otherwise she probably won't think twice before screwing me over.

I hope the twist is that the HOH can't nominate anyone in their room, and that anyone from my room wins HOH, that would be really sweet! I am a little bit weary of Lori and Dick wanting BB13 people out is just plain stupid and idiotic. There is only 4 of us playing for crying out loud, and what's funnier is... even he's considered to be from BB13 too making 5. Idiot

Or maybe Lori is just stringing lies around to make me not trust Dick/have a bad opinion of him before ever talking to him, IDK. Ugh, this is stupid.

This just in: Lori does not trust Dick or Dustin (who I happen to be speaking with at this moment for the first time).

Did I mention I hate playing he said she said? It annoys me when people put words into other people's mouths. Let's hope that's not the case here.

So apparently Jameka told Lori about what Dicks intentions are. This is going to be a huge twisted web of lies, I can tell already. I am so done with it, not going to worry about it, make me a drink and head to bed. Done with this aspect for tonight atleast!

Oh yeah, Braden is someone I am in two other games with at the moment, I like him, he's sweet. Parker did tell me he is offering to keep anyone who gives him all their money safe so once I heard that I made sure to tell him I am playing and hopefully that will keep me on his safe list, worth a shot anyways. So yeah, we'll see what happens.

Braden just told me he is making one round deals (Because I told him I am probably giving my money to someone from my room, because I think the twist involves our room mates somehow) so he told me what he's doing and he said he will keep me safe regardless so yay!



I wanna go and sleep now!

[Cassi Colvin]

And what do you know, just as I post, Dustin says I should give my money to Dick. Ummm how dumb are you? Thanks for telling me you probably have some sort of pre-existing relationship with him. Men

[Cassi Colvin]

~DRAMA~

bigolhank: (8:55:06 PM) Hey Cass
Jennifer Downton: (8:55:10 PM) Hiya!
dpd2108: (8:55:16 PM) hey can someone invite scott in
bigolhank: (8:55:24 PM) Scott?
bigolhank: (8:55:35 PM) why Scott?
dpd2108: (8:55:42 PM) because im having a house meeting
Lori Valenti: (8:55:42 PM) maybe we should keep it like this for a couple of mins
bigolhank: (8:55:46 PM) lol
Lori Valenti: (8:55:54 PM) with 5 people?
Lori Valenti: (8:55:56 PM) lol
dpd2108: (8:55:57 PM) he's calling everyone out
Jennifer Downton: (8:55:57 PM) hehe
Jennifer Downton: (8:56:02 PM) Scott?
bigolhank: (8:56:09 PM) so invite him?
bigolhank: (8:56:16 PM) or talk for a few first
dpd2108: (8:56:25 PM) yeah I want him to explain himself in front of the group
bigolhank: (8:56:36 PM) should we invite a host too lol
dpd2108: (8:56:38 PM) and have him tell everyone what he just said to me
bigolhank: (8:56:41 PM) okay
dpd2108: (8:56:47 PM) we don't need the host.
bigolhank: (8:56:47 PM) invited him
icecon445: (8:57:07 PM) why is jen here -.-
icecon445: (8:57:12 PM) shes a host
bigolhank: (8:57:19 PM) she's Cassi
icecon445: (8:57:28 PM) ok?
icecon445: (8:57:35 PM) hi never spoke to u in my life LOL
dpd2108: (8:57:37 PM) so what did you just tell me?
Jennifer Downton: (8:57:40 PM) Hi there
icecon445: (8:57:45 PM) THAT EVERYONE WANTS BRADEN OUT
icecon445: (8:57:48 PM) BAM
dpd2108: (8:57:49 PM) okay so who
dpd2108: (8:57:56 PM) name people
dpd2108: (8:58:03 PM) who said it
dpd2108: (8:58:21 PM) obviously cassi didn't say it
dpd2108: (8:58:26 PM) you haven't even talked to her
icecon445: (8:58:38 PM) dustin jameka adria dominic
icecon445: (8:58:43 PM) and when me and parker spoke
icecon445: (8:59:02 PM) he never said he wanted him out but he acted like that was the natural flow of the game
icecon445: (8:59:10 PM) and i never said cassi said it dick
icecon445: (8:59:16 PM) so i dont know why shes even here
bigolhank: (8:59:20 PM) what about you Scott
dpd2108: (8:59:28 PM) well then don't say EVERYONE wants braden out
dpd2108: (8:59:34 PM) when it's clearly just JAMEKA AND DUSTIN
icecon445: (8:59:42 PM) how is it CLEARLY??
icecon445: (8:59:44 PM) and braden
icecon445: (8:59:51 PM) yea i went with the flow with them
bigolhank: (9:00:06 PM) theres a difference
icecon445: (9:00:08 PM) because alot of people were talking about getting u out and they came to me
bigolhank: (9:00:10 PM) between going with the flow
icecon445: (9:00:12 PM) cuz i had the silver veto
bigolhank: (9:00:17 PM) and actively compainging
bigolhank: (9:00:20 PM) to get me out to Dick
bigolhank: (9:00:50 PM) you can go with the flow like Parker and not defend me
bigolhank: (9:00:53 PM) or you can do what you did
bigolhank: (9:00:56 PM) and tell people you want me out
dpd2108: (9:01:02 PM) alright well we're not settling anything here. I just wanted to make it clear.
bigolhank: (9:01:11 PM) i liked you dude
bigolhank: (9:01:26 PM) when we talked the first day about your boyfriend... I felt a connection. And it hurt man.
dpd2108: (9:01:41 PM) everyone in the house isn't after braden
icecon445: (9:01:45 PM) braden im gona be honest
bigolhank: (9:01:51 PM) But because of what you did... you are now with Dustin and Jameka to me
dpd2108: (9:02:07 PM) he was trying to win HOH so two inactive players could go up
icecon445: (9:02:16 PM) i lost alot of trust in u
icecon445: (9:02:18 PM) when i heard
icecon445: (9:02:26 PM) u had a deal with like everyone in the house
icecon445: (9:02:32 PM) idk how u can blame me braden
icecon445: (9:02:35 PM) i liked u alot to
icecon445: (9:02:37 PM) but when dick
icecon445: (9:02:38 PM) told me
icecon445: (9:02:43 PM) that people told him
bigolhank: (9:02:49 PM) I didn't make a deal with everyone
icecon445: (9:02:49 PM) that everyone was scared of you
icecon445: (9:02:53 PM) i lost trust in u
dpd2108: (9:02:59 PM) it was JAMEKA AND DUSTIN
dpd2108: (9:03:01 PM) they told me
bigolhank: (9:03:02 PM) i made one week deals with 7 or 8 people
icecon445: (9:03:02 PM) DUDE
bigolhank: (9:03:07 PM) ONE WEEK DEALS
dpd2108: (9:03:08 PM) that EVERYONE wanted you out... which was a LIE
bigolhank: (9:03:10 PM) i didn't say
bigolhank: (9:03:16 PM) Hey Me and you Final 2
bigolhank: (9:03:22 PM) to everyone in the house
bigolhank: (9:03:28 PM) i said if you give me your money... and I win HoH
bigolhank: (9:03:30 PM) you won't go up
dpd2108: (9:03:53 PM) we all wanted to make sure 2 inactive people went up this week
dpd2108: (9:03:58 PM) and braden was trying to win to do that
dpd2108: (9:04:04 PM) jameka/dustin didn't want him to win
icecon445: (9:04:05 PM) OK and what happend if everyone gave u there money cuz honestly the only reason why i switched at last second is cuz dick told me to
dpd2108: (9:04:13 PM) and made up a lie.. that the house wanted braden out
bigolhank: (9:04:19 PM) i didn't ask everyone
dpd2108: (9:04:23 PM) it was only them... it always was.
bigolhank: (9:04:25 PM) I didn't ask Dustin
bigolhank: (9:04:31 PM) which might be one of the reasons he turned against me
dpd2108: (9:04:45 PM) and I didn't want to win HOH!
dpd2108: (9:04:53 PM) Jameka wanted me to do it
icecon445: (9:04:56 PM) then u shouldnt have told me to switch dick!!
dpd2108: (9:04:59 PM) and do her dirty work
dpd2108: (9:05:12 PM) well I didn't realize until after I didn't put braden up that it was only them
icecon445: (9:05:18 PM) and u shouldnt have let me think that u also wanted braden out
icecon445: (9:05:23 PM) u wouldnt have been hoh
bigolhank: (9:05:32 PM) yea dn then i would of been out
icecon445: (9:05:39 PM) no
dpd2108: (9:05:44 PM) listen... jameka and dustin were the ones saying EVERYONE THINKS THIS.
dpd2108: (9:05:47 PM) which is not true
bigolhank: (9:05:48 PM) if Dustin had one HoH i would of left
dpd2108: (9:06:00 PM) the house wanted inactives to go up
Lori Valenti: (9:06:04 PM) Scott? Who told you that dick wanted braden out?
dpd2108: (9:06:07 PM) jameka/dustin tried to stir the pot
dpd2108: (9:06:15 PM) and they lied to me like they lied to you scott
icecon445: (9:06:45 PM) me and dick talked about it
icecon445: (9:06:53 PM) it was his intial plan
icecon445: (9:06:56 PM) to get braden out
icecon445: (9:07:04 PM) cuz he told me that alot of people told him
icecon445: (9:07:09 PM) that it would be best if braden
icecon445: (9:07:11 PM) left
icecon445: (9:07:20 PM) so because i like dick i jumped in with them
dpd2108: (9:07:27 PM) I just told you that it was JAMEKA AND DUSTIN IN MY EAR
dpd2108: (9:07:27 PM) OMG
dpd2108: (9:07:32 PM) are you listening?
icecon445: (9:07:40 PM) U DIDNT SAY THERE NAMES IN THE BEGINNING
icecon445: (9:07:45 PM) LIKE WTF
dpd2108: (9:07:56 PM) I just told you that they lied to me
dpd2108: (9:08:01 PM) and said the house was worried
dpd2108: (9:08:04 PM) when it was just them
dpd2108: (9:08:12 PM) it's always been just them
dpd2108: (9:08:18 PM) and you're believing them
dpd2108: (9:08:29 PM) when nobody here will step up and say that they wanted braden out
dpd2108: (9:08:35 PM) so the point of this is to show you
dpd2108: (9:08:39 PM) that NOBODY WANTED HIM OUT
icecon445: (9:08:53 PM) ok then
icecon445: (9:08:55 PM) now what
dpd2108: (9:09:06 PM) so stop telling me that everyone wants braden out
dpd2108: (9:09:15 PM) and that I'm going to be targeted for not doing what the house wants
dpd2108: (9:09:27 PM) b/c that's just what dustin/jameka want
dpd2108: (9:09:34 PM) and this week.. I wanted inactives to go
dpd2108: (9:09:43 PM) but now I'm putting dustin/jameka up
dpd2108: (9:09:54 PM) they're the ones stirring the pot.
dpd2108: (9:10:04 PM) that's all.
icecon445: (9:10:15 PM) so keith is comming off the block then?
dpd2108: (9:10:36 PM) who knows.. but if I have to make a replacement
dpd2108: (9:10:39 PM) it'll be one of them
icecon445: (9:10:48 PM) well one of them is already on the block
icecon445: (9:10:56 PM) like so it would be dustin obviously
dpd2108: (9:11:05 PM) okay then
dpd2108: (9:11:25 PM) sorry everyone to drag you guys into this
icecon445: (9:11:25 PM) so where does that leave us??
dpd2108: (9:11:30 PM) but I had to make sure that I was right
icecon445: (9:11:40 PM) cuz obviously anyone who knows me knows i dont like jameka
icecon445: (9:12:29 PM) well??
dpd2108: (9:12:39 PM) okay we can talk about that privately
Lori Valenti: (9:12:43 PM) okay, now we are beating a dead horse. we should just stop. everything is out in the open.
dpd2108: (9:12:52 PM) thanks everyone
dpd2108: (9:12:54 PM) and sorry
Jennifer Downton: (9:13:02 PM) no need for apologies Dick
dpd2108: (9:13:08 PM) if anyone wants to talk to me about anything here
dpd2108: (9:13:16 PM) just im me and I'll be happy to chat
icecon445: (9:13:27 PM) no im not done
icecon445: (9:13:31 PM) cuz
icecon445: (9:13:44 PM) u know wut
icecon445: (9:13:46 PM) nvm
dpd2108: (9:13:50 PM) scott really... we're done.
dpd2108: (9:14:01 PM) nobody said they wanted braden out. it was dustin and jameka
dpd2108: (9:14:08 PM) end of story.
icecon445: (9:14:21 PM) i just wana say
icecon445: (9:14:28 PM) hold on leme invite dick
icecon445: (9:15:18 PM) i just wana say
icecon445: (9:15:34 PM) that when i talked about dustin and bradens plan to get jameka out
bigolhank: (9:15:44 PM) huh
icecon445: (9:15:47 PM) i mean dustin and jamekas plan to get braden out
bigolhank: (9:15:50 PM) oh
icecon445: (9:16:09 PM) everyone acted
icecon445: (9:16:11 PM) like
icecon445: (9:16:16 PM) thats how it was gona go
icecon445: (9:16:22 PM) not EVERYONE
icecon445: (9:16:28 PM) so lets not get all into that again
icecon445: (9:16:29 PM) but
icecon445: (9:16:51 PM) they did act like oh its how things are gona fall this week
icecon445: (9:16:55 PM) and they all didnt mind
icecon445: (9:17:01 PM) so i was assuming
icecon445: (9:17:08 PM) that it was just the house thing
dpd2108: (9:17:20 PM) alright. I understand completely
dpd2108: (9:17:25 PM) I believed dustin/jameka too
dpd2108: (9:17:51 PM) but you gotta understand that they were the ones spinning the story
dpd2108: (9:17:55 PM) and they fooled me
icecon445: (9:17:58 PM) i know
icecon445: (9:18:03 PM) u kinda said it like 5 times
dpd2108: (9:18:05 PM) and the point of this was to show you, that they've been fooling you too
icecon445: (9:18:18 PM) u said that about a good 5 times to
icecon445: (9:18:21 PM) i know
dpd2108: (9:18:24 PM) so that's it!
dpd2108: (9:18:29 PM) can we done here?
dpd2108: (9:18:34 PM) what else do you wanna say?
dpd2108: (9:18:36 PM) to the house?
dpd2108: (9:19:19 PM) okay if that's it.... I think we're done here.
icecon445: (9:19:33 PM) idk i thought i would get a lil more feed back
icecon445: (9:19:35 PM) and i feel like
icecon445: (9:19:38 PM) dick
icecon445: (9:19:48 PM) never really gave me the chance to explain my self
icecon445: (9:19:56 PM) like i feel like this whole chat was like
dpd2108: (9:19:59 PM) okay so explain yourself please.
icecon445: (9:20:02 PM) a gang up on me
icecon445: (9:20:04 PM) I JUST DID
dpd2108: (9:20:11 PM) good. so can we be done
bigolhank: (9:21:11 PM) lol
Lori Valenti: (9:21:57 PM) well.
Lori Valenti: (9:22:19 PM) awkward
bigolhank: (9:22:37 PM) yea
bigolhank: (9:22:46 PM) i thought i was going to have to fight
bigolhank: (9:22:50 PM) but dick did a pretty good job
Lori Valenti: (9:23:04 PM) yeah he did
Lori Valenti: (9:23:10 PM) what a crazy first week
Jennifer Downton: (9:23:13 PM) I know!
bigolhank: (9:23:39 PM) lol makes it fun
Lori Valenti: (9:23:50 PM) but they should have done taht with jameka and dustin
Lori Valenti: (9:23:53 PM) no me and cassi
Lori Valenti: (9:23:56 PM) not*
Lori Valenti: (9:24:07 PM) we had nothing to do with it
Jennifer Downton: (9:24:30 PM) I was just like *sits in corner and observes* hehe
bigolhank: (9:24:37 PM) lol
bigolhank: (9:24:43 PM) yea
bigolhank: (9:24:52 PM) i posted it to my confessional
bigolhank: (9:24:56 PM) hopefully it will make the episdoes
Lori Valenti: (9:25:04 PM) lol!
Lori Valenti: (9:25:08 PM) i'm pretty sure that will!
Lori Valenti: (9:25:58 PM) i wsh i had pop corn too1 lol jk
bigolhank: (9:26:51 PM) lol
bigolhank: (9:28:20 PM) a nice icee

[Cassi Colvin]

Basically to sum up the above chat, which I didn't really need to be included in since I try to stay out of the drama limelight.

Scott told Dick EVERYONE wants Braden out.

He has never talked to me, so obviously it's not EVERYONE.

Only Dustin and Jameka want Braden out and Dick called his ass out.

Dick owned Scott.

Either Dustin or Jameka is going home = less drama for the weeks to come!

[Cassi Colvin]

So not a whole lot happened after all the vetoes got used. Jameka told me she wouldn't put me up and likes me and lobbied for my vote, while Dustin did not and by his posts he had already given up. So why keep someone who has already seemed to give up? So it was a little quiet but Dustin went.

I do trust Dick more at the moment but I cannot be sure, we'll have to check in the weeks to come. But I guess this is it for everything that happened in week one!